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About Jude Hill founder of Sadness to Sunshine
A journey of Healing After Loss
Hi I'm Jude, a mother of 4 (2 in spirit),
an intuitive energy healer and transformational grief guide.
But more than that, I'm a bereaved mum who's walked through the wilderness of grief , survived the soul-shattering loss of my son and baby, but rebuilt a life of meaning and connection and found happiness once again and you can too!
I understand the depth of your pain, because I've been there too.
I coped the only way I knew how; pushing through the pain, putting on a brave face, staying strong for others. But the pain lived on hidden deep within for years 
Until I discovered the power of Energy Healing ❤️ 🙏💗
I believe it's not by accident that you've found your way here, my heart is with you ❤️
I imagine life has brought you to your knees at some point; maybe recently, maybe (like me) many years ago.
You are grieving the unimaginable loss of a child , or you're supporting someone who is.
Wherever you are on your journey, I want you to know this; you're not alone and it's not too much to hope that one day you might smile again and actually mean it!
I'm here for you ❤️
I see you
I feel you
You're not alone
Your pain is valid
But there is a path forward ❤️ 🙏💗
From soul-shattering loss to a life of meaning and connection
In August 1992, I lost my precious son Adam (my only child at that time) age just four and a half, following his brave three year journey with Cancer.
That loss shattered my world.
In June of 1994 my Dad had a fatal heart attack and in January 1996 my mum after an ongoing illness.
In 1998 I had my 1st Rainbow baby but then 6 months later I miscarried my 3rd child.
Before I turned 30, I'd experienced more heartbreak than I ever imagined possible...
I then had my second Rainbow Baby and for that I feel truly blessed 🙏
And yet here I am, not only surviving, but thriving, and helping others do the same 💗
How I not only survived, but learned to Thrive
In the early days, I felt like I was drowning in a sea of sadness, hanging on by a thread, wondering how I could go on living; when my only child had died.
I wanted to keep the home Adam and I had together, and as a single mother I had no option but to go back to work to pay the mortgage etc... I wore a mask at work to my colleagues, I asked my best friend to tell people not to ask 'how I'm doing' as the floodgates would have opened and not stopped.
I carried on, wore the mask, smiled when I needed to but inside I was fractured. I didn't want to be pitied 'the poor girl in sales whose son died.
None of my friends had children, so had no clue of what I was going through, 'Online' didn't exist so there were no Facebook groups or other support available and I felt I didn't want to burden my friends with the weight of my grief. They dragged me out at weekends and I went, I drank to get through the night and once again wore a mask.
I didn't really share how I was feeling with anyone...
I was only 24 when Adam died, at a poor life expectancy I had another 40 + years ahead of me, I did not know how I could live with my Unbearable pain for that length of time, but equally could not imagine ever not being in that level of pain.
Adam did not get the chance to live his life, so I felt I owed it to him to try and live my life as best I could and this is what I tried to do.
This was one of my early soul guided moments 💗
Losing my parents
My Dad was the most important person to me after Adam, so it was heartbreaking when he died suddenly, only a couple of months before the second anniversary of Adams death.
However, I did think at least Adam has Granddad looking after him now...
When my mum died around 18 months later, I felt so alone but once again tried to take comfort in the fact that they were all together 💗
The next few years....
I had got into a relationship with a friend after losing my parents, he wanted to have children and in March 1998 Nathan was born (he's the one in the white shirt).
I quickly fell pregnant a few months later, but was to suffer heartbreak again as I lost this baby at 13 weeks...
I got through this purely by the gratitude and love I had for Nathan ❤️
In 2000 Daniel was born (he's the one in the black shirt)
This is a photo of us on Holiday in 2022.
When the boys were growing up there were many bitter sweet moments across the years, I wanted to celebrate all their milestones across the years but it equally killed me inside that Adam was not there with them, doing all the things a 'big brother' should.
I had to introduce the boys to both their brother and grandparents, via a graveside...
That's not how it should be...
A HEADLINE POINTING OUT GREAT ADVANTAGES
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Grief clarity session Benefits
♥ You will experience deep listening, really be seen and heard by someone who truly understands grief and loss.
♥ I will diagnose the biggest obstacles that are stopping you moving forward.
♥ I will tell you exactly what to focus on so you can move through your grief.
♥ I will show you how you can retain the relationship with your loved one.
♥ You will get really clear on how you would like your life to be & I'll give you my honest evaluation of what is possible for you, a big picture vision of how your life could be.
♥ I'll make my recommendation for how you could move forward & the next best steps for you to take.
What Others Say
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I found Jude Hill and I have trusted her empathy, and the technique she uses to help me get my life back. She's worked with me and I can honestly say she has given me, not only my life back but hope and love back too.
The traumas, stress and loss of my son at the birth triggered my Fibromyalgia too, I was such a mess, not only emotionally and mentally, but I was in constant physical pain too and really didn’t want to be here any longer. The pain and guilt from it all was just too much, I was so sad and dead inside.
I found Jude and she has been a part of my journey to recovery.
Helen J
Bereaved Mum
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My life has become much better, my thoughts and feelings clearer and I have less unnecessary reaction or outburst to issues and problems . I've learnt to be an observer more and stop myself from spiralling out of control with negative thoughts and feelings since working 1-1 with Jude.
I feel I am able to talk about any issues I have with Jude, as I always get a safe, comfortable & chilled out vibe from her. Jude is a powerful energy healer , she has done so much work on herself and has trained in many amazing modalities and she is attuned to clear all your stuck energies by just the power of breath.
Diana S
Reiki Healer
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I would definitely recommend Jude`s book I’ve only got through 5 chapters and already feeling much more positive about life and the future something i never thought i would say, still have the bad days but smiling a lot more and enjoying time out with my other half instead of not really wanting to go out and do things... I know in my heart that my son wouldn’t want me to be miserable for the rest of my life so i intend to make the most of it as I know he is always watching over me and his dad and wanting the best for us...
Vanessa H
Bereaved Mum
Grief clarity session Benefits
♥ You will experience deep listening, really be seen and heard by someone who truly understands grief and loss.
♥ I will diagnose the biggest obstacles that are stopping you moving forward.
♥ I will tell you exactly what to focus on so you can move through your grief.
♥ I will show you how you can retain the relationship with your loved one.
♥ You will get really clear on how you would like your life to be & I'll give you my honest evaluation of what is possible for you, a big picture vision of how your life could be.
♥ I'll make my recommendation for how you could move forward & the next best steps for you to take.
Grief clarity session Benefits
♥ You will experience deep listening, really be seen and heard by someone who truly understands grief and loss.
♥ I will diagnose the biggest obstacles that are stopping you moving forward.
♥ I will tell you exactly what to focus on so you can move through your grief.
♥ I will show you how you can retain the relationship with your loved one.
♥ You will get really clear on how you would like your life to be & I'll give you my honest evaluation of what is possible for you, a big picture vision of how your life could be.
♥ I'll make my recommendation for how you could move forward & the next best steps for you to take.
“Let's have a chat over a cuppa and see if I could help you take the next step to living your life after loss.”
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Author, Speaker and Transformational Grief Guide and Energy Healer
MY NAME IS...
Jude Hill
I've been on my own journey through many losses; my son Adam aged 4 to Cancer, my father passing suddenly due to a fatal heart attack, my mum dying of Sepsis after a long illness linked to kidney issues and miscarrying my unborn child at 13 weeks.
At first, I took the journey alone, I didn't see how anyone could help, they couldn't bring them back, which was all I wanted at the time. I moved forward in my own way, but I was still carrying the heavy weight of grief deep inside until several years later when I discovered Energy healing, this led me on a deeper healing journey of my own grief and discovering my soul calling to help others navigate their grief and empower them to live life after loss.
Enabling you to rebuild your life after loss and live a more positive and fulfilled life, leaving the pain, sadness and trauma of grief behind you, whilst retaining your soul bond with your loved one.
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